about him...

he is how it all started
what is it about him that claims me?
that continues to draw me even though he means me no good
he who makes my decisions worthless and my mood shaky

you're wondering who "he" is aren't you?
well, quite frankly so am i
he's everything that i didn't expect
a complete opposite of my dreams

no knight in shining armor
forget the chilvarious deeds and candor
he isn't "the one"
rather, he dwells in a world unlike any i've known

strange isn't it? this too, i know
and no, he's not a figment of my imagination
he exists in every corner of my mind
yet, my heart's keeper madly attempts to guard his presence firmly away while he battles on to obtain what he believes is his

in many ways he saw me as an empty slate
and drew all over me
he wrote in a memory
the only love that i know